DeAnna Pappas will give viewers a rare inside look at all the dates and excitement surrounding the first half of the season of "The Bachelorette," as she shares the highs and lows of looking for the man of her dreams. She will reveal her personal thoughts about the most dramatic moments so far: Why did she send Richard home? What happened on the dramatic two-on-one elimination date? And what was really behind the shocking confrontation at the outhouse? DeAnna also will offer her insights on discovering what the men were doing in her absence.